Tuesday

woke up left by 10am with lizette to look at gear
man, them shits are expensive
going snowboarding with the nolas on thursday
night boarding to be exact, 5pm-10pm
came back at 2pm to bring karen & aldrich to LAX
traffic on the 60 and 605; FML
stayed until they boarded their flight
ate japanese food and mcdonalds, SUPER HEALTHY RIGHT?
said good byes and went home

sigh, i guess a lot of people died in silang this xmas
so lolo will not be buried until NEXT tuesday
that's a long time

destination:

silang, cavite : my tita owns that jollibee building

December 27th, 2008

i got a phone call this morning from karen
i knew something was up, her voice was shakey
recieved call at 10:01am
she was crying on the phone, i didnt know how to help her
she called and told me that lolo apen died yesterday
i feel crushed, that was my lolo too
my other lola died around christmas time too

rip lolo apen, we're going to miss you

Christmas 2008

christmas this year was interesting cuz there were so many people missing
well, all of us already knew this would happen and we'd just have to deal with it
but overall it was chill, got to spend time with my cousins
and did our usual story telling, dying of laughter and being loud and obnoxious
and aaaaaate the whole night; i seriously felt like throwing up !
christmas is just the time to be with the people you love

pictures of what i got from my parentals :

yeah i got a scarf and shoes (:

and the yearly tiffany&co. jewelry

aaaand the $320 cash that i got from the fam, i'll prolly use that to buy snowboarding stuff today, i need to start getting stuff so i can go with the nolas and everyone else

Christmas Day with the Nolas

currently at lizette's house with brian hernandez
he's the shit , cuz he always hangs out with me and lizette
uhm day went pretty well, had dinner and a christmas party @ pastor's house
kareoke the whole night, kuya jonah sucks so badly
kuya allan taking pics of everyone the whole night
played games with the kids and pwned their faces and won a gift card
i think me and lizette are going to mickey dee's in them morning
took photobooth pictures and prolly gonna finish emily rose
what a day, it went pretty good, then christmas with my family later on today

Rainy Days

make the day quite boring, meaning that i have nothing to do all day except watch naruto haha.
last night we did our secret santa thing at guppys in anaheim, that was so delicioso!
had a great time with the gang, but we were missing mara who was my secret santa
ended up going to isaiah's house getting ice cream and watching the boys play street fighter
while me and chantelle laid on the bed and watched them
then more things happened, i guess glenn and marcus decided to reinact street fighter
and wouldnt you know, we ended up at the emergency room at san antonio community hospital lol.
what a night. we stayed with glenn from 10pm-2am. im glad he is okay.
but really though, WHAT A NIGHT haha.

rainy days arent fun, its cold and i dont have anyone to keep me warm
but i have soup so i guess what will do.

that'll do pig, that'll do...

last day of finals.

good morning,
today is the last day of finals
too bad chantelle and i didnt study last night like we were supposed to lol.
so we took pictures instead.
everyday i go on your myspace, and its like you hate me.
you tell me im not a bad person for what i did, but you will always make me feel like a bad person.

you swear like i dont talk to you and that i dont fucking love you.
i do brandon i fucking do.
shit.

well here are the pics from last night :

my day

ive had the worst day ever. even worse than yesterday.
the pain is still in my chest and i doubt that it will go away.
came home today and no one was home, that made it even worse lol.
i dont like feeling like this.

-- i guess its what i get for being a complete fuck up.

December

look at the time its already december. so many things can happen in so little times, that what i have come to realize. but i think, this month is a time for change. me and the girls dyed our hair finally and had a hair dying party lol, it was cute. went to cue to cure sadness. maybe i'll start blogging again.

its weird how the heart wants something totally different than the mind.
if my heart had a face it would be frowning.