Tuesday

woke up left by 10am with lizette to look at gear
man, them shits are expensive
going snowboarding with the nolas on thursday
night boarding to be exact, 5pm-10pm
came back at 2pm to bring karen & aldrich to LAX
traffic on the 60 and 605; FML
stayed until they boarded their flight
ate japanese food and mcdonalds, SUPER HEALTHY RIGHT?
said good byes and went home

sigh, i guess a lot of people died in silang this xmas
so lolo will not be buried until NEXT tuesday
that's a long time

destination:

silang, cavite : my tita owns that jollibee building

December 27th, 2008

i got a phone call this morning from karen
i knew something was up, her voice was shakey
recieved call at 10:01am
she was crying on the phone, i didnt know how to help her
she called and told me that lolo apen died yesterday
i feel crushed, that was my lolo too
my other lola died around christmas time too

rip lolo apen, we're going to miss you

Christmas 2008

christmas this year was interesting cuz there were so many people missing
well, all of us already knew this would happen and we'd just have to deal with it
but overall it was chill, got to spend time with my cousins
and did our usual story telling, dying of laughter and being loud and obnoxious
and aaaaaate the whole night; i seriously felt like throwing up !
christmas is just the time to be with the people you love

pictures of what i got from my parentals :

yeah i got a scarf and shoes (:

and the yearly tiffany&co. jewelry

aaaand the $320 cash that i got from the fam, i'll prolly use that to buy snowboarding stuff today, i need to start getting stuff so i can go with the nolas and everyone else

Christmas Day with the Nolas

currently at lizette's house with brian hernandez
he's the shit , cuz he always hangs out with me and lizette
uhm day went pretty well, had dinner and a christmas party @ pastor's house
kareoke the whole night, kuya jonah sucks so badly
kuya allan taking pics of everyone the whole night
played games with the kids and pwned their faces and won a gift card
i think me and lizette are going to mickey dee's in them morning
took photobooth pictures and prolly gonna finish emily rose
what a day, it went pretty good, then christmas with my family later on today

Rainy Days

make the day quite boring, meaning that i have nothing to do all day except watch naruto haha.
last night we did our secret santa thing at guppys in anaheim, that was so delicioso!
had a great time with the gang, but we were missing mara who was my secret santa
ended up going to isaiah's house getting ice cream and watching the boys play street fighter
while me and chantelle laid on the bed and watched them
then more things happened, i guess glenn and marcus decided to reinact street fighter
and wouldnt you know, we ended up at the emergency room at san antonio community hospital lol.
what a night. we stayed with glenn from 10pm-2am. im glad he is okay.
but really though, WHAT A NIGHT haha.

rainy days arent fun, its cold and i dont have anyone to keep me warm
but i have soup so i guess what will do.

that'll do pig, that'll do...

last day of finals.

good morning,
today is the last day of finals
too bad chantelle and i didnt study last night like we were supposed to lol.
so we took pictures instead.
everyday i go on your myspace, and its like you hate me.
you tell me im not a bad person for what i did, but you will always make me feel like a bad person.

you swear like i dont talk to you and that i dont fucking love you.
i do brandon i fucking do.
shit.

well here are the pics from last night :

my day

ive had the worst day ever. even worse than yesterday.
the pain is still in my chest and i doubt that it will go away.
came home today and no one was home, that made it even worse lol.
i dont like feeling like this.

-- i guess its what i get for being a complete fuck up.

December

look at the time its already december. so many things can happen in so little times, that what i have come to realize. but i think, this month is a time for change. me and the girls dyed our hair finally and had a hair dying party lol, it was cute. went to cue to cure sadness. maybe i'll start blogging again.

its weird how the heart wants something totally different than the mind.
if my heart had a face it would be frowning.

Thanksgiving

happy turkey day ! i'm spending the week with my cousins in moreno valley.
blackfriday is in a few more hours, yessss shopping (:
then kickback on friday? hmmm still iffy, i dont know yet.
i'm thankful for my cousins, and family, and that you know who.
and i'm very thankful for all the nolas.

i'm thankful im glad i have you.

sigh, the real nina

it's a friday night and im at home alone
ricardo invited me to his house but im here
what is wrong with me?
i have no one to talk to really, everyone is busy
and isn't texting me lol, but im alright though
i just feel super lonely and not wanted?
haha i honestly dont know, sigh i wanna leave

-- but where can i go?

i dont have much of a family out here
i'm spending thanksgiving by myself
the parents are going to vegas from thur-sun i believe
sigh just in a down mood lol
that's why i blog, just to pass the time away and feel like
...i'm not by myself.

sometimes, it just feels like i set myself up
like i hope too much and i know i set myself up for only

MORE DISSAPOINTMENT.


end of blog.

a good day in a long time

what a good and productive day.
i did my speech for comm120 and it went well
math class went by pretty fast and got some studying done
went to lizette's house and WE HAD A REVELATION

yes this girl is the revelation, ED's is the freaking greatest.

me and lizette will be having fun next week (:

TWILIGHT

just got back from seeing twilight the movie at midnight.
best movie of 2008, my new favorite chick flick i suppose.
sigh i would love to see it again (:

and read the books definately:

oh and i registered for classes today, and i have the shittiest hours.
fml.

Beast ):

please please please give back beast,
give him back to brandon in one piece.
my acura misses him so damn much, give him back.

it's a tuesday

why are tuesdays so boring lol?
well there is taco tuesday but i never really remember anymore.
final draft is done, and reading for english is done.
did my math hw yesterday, woo.
all is left is practicing my speech for friday &&
studying for kine exam#3 tmrw morning.
why do i always put off the most important thing to do? haha.

oh well study time. -______-

wishful thinking:

oh silang, cavite; when will i come back to you again?

A Weekend in Moreno Valley

oh moval, there is never a dull moment in that place haha.
had a fun weekend, best in a really long time.
hung out with aldrich and the boys -- i missed them so much
good laughs, jokes, buckwild dancing haha, and late night ... nights.
finally used my hookah, its name is "BIG-BLUE".
watermelon is officially my favorite flavor (:
ended up smoking in lawrence's car for about 2 hours.
then having the most intense deep conversation about of love lifes.
went home at 5:00am then went to bed.
woke up at 9am to get the day started, ran the usual errands, showered,
then back to rancho.

i wish i took pictures but i forgot my camera.
NEXTIME.

Ooh La La

this friday went by really quick.
aced my math quiz suwoop, 58/60
dude, thats a 96% (:

went to babe's house afterwards to chill and eat
and took some pics on my mac:

babe was shy, yet so darn buff

el fin.

happy birthday papa bear

today is my dad's 50th birthday woo! mom made the bombest breakfast ever.
spent the morning washing my 2 cars, i love cleaning daphne
i washed her, used a toothbrush to clean the rims, windex for the windows, and wax to make that beast shine.

oh i love her.

went to LA to get a carwash from the godmom.
found out one of her workers was a drug dealer -- cool
went to redondo beach to eat @ captain kidd's
-- if you dont know what that is, then youre not cool
grocery in west covina.
went home, bought momo his food then went back home
semi productive day except for the fact that i didnt get any kine reading done haha.

oh well, i guess i'll just have to do it this weekend along with my 2 papers due.

goodnights, too lazy to post the pictures.

Wednesdays

are the middle of the week, meaning its closer to the weekend.
sitting in the library with tracey until 4pm, waiting for our next class.
the day seems to be moving really slow today not good.
when i get home i have to switch my cars with the sequoia or my lexus.
papa is gonna work on my acura.
then going to lakewood with my momo and try to get some cash.

then after i do not know what. maybe chill with lizette?

i guess i'm going to be spending the weekend at moreno valley.
i miss my bro and sis, we need to hang out.
but before that i think me and momo are gonna go to glendale for a blackberry that im wishing is still there. and also to portos -- the best bakery in the world.

ohhh geez, my life is constantly moving , but i wouldnt mind a vacation.

Veteran's Day

everyone got the day off today, thank you to all the vets who served out country.
thanks to you i'm living in a free world.
the day today went pretty good.

1. went to life plaza... again
2. took one cue pic
3. ate at sansai on daycreek, place is yummy going there again
4. got brandon's car back today yay
5. chopped like 3 or 4 inches off my hair?
6. spent time with el babezors

cue pics from saturday and from today:

My Day with Chantelle

once again, i had another lovely evening with chantelle huynh.

1. drove to cue, took pictures
2. ate at that genki crepes place, so yummy; PEACH BLACKTEA (:
3. best girl talk in the car, you'd be so surprised lol
4. went to my place to scan, crop, & upload the pics
5. chatted some more then walked her to her car

overall, another good day. i even got to see my baby today after school.
hope the beast is doing alright

some pictures from the night:

my favorite (:

love you chantelle !

Election Day

its election day today, so much to do (:
i'm glad bush is going to be out of office finally

i have to finish my comm&kine reading today
then work on my english paper
then the super easy math hw lol

Happy 6 Months !

6 months is a long time to be with someone, and im glad that i got to spend them with my babes.
oh brandon charles dones; why you so awesome?

the day went like this:
700am wake up
740am head over to shanyssa's to make the cupcakes
1200pm went back to shanyssa's to finish decorating the cupcakes
-- which turned out really cute (:
200pm head to life plaza and eat pho
330pm went to take pictures at cue
-- ended up using $20 in those damn quarter machines, could have bought 2 more pictures.
520pm start heading back home, semi traffic
the rest of the night was spent chilling and rest&relaxation

overall a fun day, BABE I LOVED THE ROSES THAT YOU GOT ME (:


picture time (:




























and yes i was lucky at the machines, i got 4 pikachus haha but i gave one to brandon (: