Crazy Stuff Happened

karen and i decided to get pedicures today, yay feet are pretty
head home and decide to go to montclair mall to go shopping
while driving on the 60W, i decide to switch to the carpool lane
there was a truck in front of me and it was carrying glass and other stuff
right when i was about to change lanes, i guess one of its tires goes out
and the truck looses control starts swerving the glass panels shatter
glass is everywhere, hit my windshield and was about to hit me & car in front of me
hit the breaks and the truck barely misses us and the camry in front of us
somehow that truck manages to swerve from the carpool lane to the right shoulder
he didnt hit any other car, which i find to be amazing
cause he practically lost control and glided to that shoulder lane
after that, karen aldrich and i all grab the rosary that hangs in my car all the time

-- god saved us , and thats why i am able to write this blog

Julian's Kickback

wow, my night was pretty interesting haha
ended up driving from moreno valley past 11:20pm
getting to diamond bar almost 12pm, kickback was... (rhymes with black)
then from there drove back to rancho, dropped off jomar
drove to chris's house to pick him up then straight to brian's
ate some snacks, set up the hookah, and chilled until 3am
overall a good night, a chance for me to relax from finals
and to be able to finally enjoy my spring break !
i think im going to go to bed now, ate is already sleeping
she is sooo cute when she sleeps, busy day tmrw if we decide to go


can't stop, won't stop

A Wednesday Afternoon

had a really good day today
aced my kinesiology final of 150 questoins
my biology final of 155 questions went.... SO SO haha
spent the afternoon with isaiah and lizette n their fam
watched sex and the city , i think we'll finish it tmrw
went to KING OF SPADES in upland (:
blanky and shyboy are the greatest people ever
lizette and i had dinner at wendy's which was pretty good
got home, internet/aiport thingy is still acting up
so now im gonna enjoy my night by watching SUPERBAD
ohhh the memories...



i cant wait to see what a ring looks like on lizette

Oh Saturday

this saturday was pretty good,
had lunch with lizard at mcdonalds
got 21 choices with lizard, kiwi, and niko
went to sallys got some bleach
watched some volcano high cause liz has never seen it
finished up my hair
went to target with mom, she was being really nice
wanted to cheer me up by buying me some skullcandys and the last twilight book

but the best part about my day was me seeing a storm trooper. oh hell HELL yes !

Thusday Afternoon

calculus = not good
biology lab = excellent !

afternoon i went to dj's dorm
went to vg to have lunch at kabuki
good food, but long wait fml
went back to my house
and started watching the movie
SOUL MEN
and that ish was so funny
too bad i didnt even finish it =/
oh well i will finish it one day
and dj is pretty cool to hang around with
she is chill
and she is wearing my bball shorts
hmm, life is good, but next week will be hell
cause we're gonna have finals, fml again

hm we were oogling about david grohl
and now im oogling over anthony green, yes

i should be studying but im not
cause dj is here distracting me
but its a - okayyyyyy

i blog violently and talk while im blogging
haha

Confessions of a Sad 18 Year Old Girl

ehh afternoon was bien, caught up with high school friends old and new.

night was good, pow and his friend then dealt with some business down the street

come home watch confessions of a shopaholic with my mom. she also tells me the bad news. i guess she has to take an epidural steriod thingy tmrw at kaiser at 1pm. she said it will relieve her back pain but there are side effects. i read the paper and there were bad side effects: increased blood pressure, increased blood sugar, increased chance of getting osteoperosis, increase chance of getting depression, chance of not being able to work er function for 6 months. thats just too much shit right there.

first of all my mom already has all that shit and now if she takes this epidural, then there could be a chance of doubling what she already has?! and for what? so that her back will stop hurting. this is complete bullshit, im gonna kill the doctor who ordered her to get this damn shot. that guy is an asshole anyways. i hope she doesnt go through with it, she has until tmrw afternoon at 1pm to decide.

i love you mom, i know youre always in pain, and i can feel it. but if you go through with this, and you get those side effects, youre just going to be taking fucking pills for the rest of your life. and for the back pain, it could go away, and you'd only have to take medicine for that. i love you mama, and i dont want to see you suffer anymore, i just hope you make the right decision.

Tuesday March 17, 2009

good morning, happy saint patricks day
and a happy birthday to my kuya mark !
i decided to blog about my morning
cause this morning was really different
today is the first time i've dreamt since...
i believe december?
yeah i dont know why i havent had any dreams
up until this morning
maybe its because i watched last house on the left
it was not the scary but idk, random neural impuleses
i dont remember my dream but i remember being sad
and just being a dark place, nothing weird
maybe its just reflecting how i feel

last night i think i was really sick
i had a migrane and i could feel my head throbbing
tried to relax and watch confessions of a shopaholic
i think i only made it to not even half of the movie
hm went to bed around 830 and just thought for a little
i've been stressed out lately and its freaking me out
plus finals are coming up next week, i need to get on that
ehh school needs to end, gonna hang out with poweezy later

My Weekend

Friday:
1. Stayed at Karen and Aldrich, didnt do a damn thing that night haha
2. Watch the movie The Shining
3. Stayed up all night chatting with Aldrich, Lawrence, and Andre

Saturday:
1. Woke up at 10, planned on getting ready and leaving by 1
2. As always our plans dont go through, and we ended up leaving almost 4
3. Got to Tyler Mall pretty quick and walked and shopped for a little
4. Met up with Kuya Mark at Champs, and more talking
5. Ended up going to his house in Corona
6. Night consisted of eating Wingstop, watching the fight, and video games
7. Rented Killzone 2 and played some Call of Duty 4 , oh memories
8. Aldrich and I knocked out at 11, the woke up at 2am
9. Watched some episode of the show 24
10. Kuya Mark gave us some Nyquil to make us sleep and feel better

Sunday:
1. Woke up at like 10ish, showered and got ready for church
2. Didnt end up going to church haha
3. Ate Gretchen made us some breakfast... yum haha
4. Lounged around and watch some of the Laker game
5. Drove back to Moreno Valley
6. Ate really quick, then drove back to my house
7. Scrambled as fast as I could then drove to go to church
8. chuuuurch- people from WIN-LA were there
9. Had the usual meal after church
10. Drove back and went to Shanyssa's house to hang out for a while
11. Watched FRIENDS together, oh the memories
12. Watched her take off her nails, owie
13. Went home , cleaned up my room, did my term paper and now blogging

Overall it was a good weekend. I like when im super busy like that, cause it helps me from not thinking about everything that's been on my mind... and yes there are a lot of things on my mind right now , le sigh. i'm officially missing you. on the lighter note i got this bag from metro park and i really like it haha. and tmrw going to be hanging out with shanyssa for a little bit at ed's then dj and i are going to be watching a movie. i hope my day goes well tmrw, only 1 more week until finals. woo hoo! then spring break, i think im going to san francisco , ehhh cool cool i dont really mind, i just dont wanna be stuck at home like last year haha. Well gg, i'm tired.

Browsing ...

i was looking for an acura nsx

it was a yellow one that i like

it said "momo" on the steering wheel!

1997 Acura NSX Targa $41888 (Baldwin Park)

after college, its what im getting

here's the link:

YELLOW ACURA NSX OH HELL YEAH!

A Really Hard Week

like the title says it has been a really hard week for me
i'm surprised i was able to make it this far
maybe i am stronger than i think , i'm getting stronger
not a day goes by where i don't think of him
he's the first and last thought in my day, pray for him always
you never realize what you have until its really gone
gone out of your life... completely
but all i can do now is to reminisce about everthing
not the bad, all my thoughts are of all the good times

i just miss being able to text some and call that one person
... just cause you can, & know someone out there cares for you
yeah i can text any one of my friends, but its not the same
i miss someone giving me attention, and me giving them attention
every little thing reminds me of him and it sucks kind of
but at least i'll never really EVER forget
as much as it sucks right now, i have to be strong
all my loved ones tell me, "you can do so much better than him"
it's not that i can't , its just that:

THE HEART WANTS WHAT THE HEART WANTS

it's really as simple as that.



friday spent the day at school and afternoon with lizette
more venting and stogie time with our favorite person haha
ate some pinkberry , the mangoes were extra sweet (:
ended up packing my stuff and driving to moreno valley
it's my home away from home, my safe haven
was supposed to hookah , but as always , our plans never go through
it's alright though, aldrich and i plan on going to tyler mall tmrw
currently sitting on ate's bed and she is sleeping next to me now
aldrich is downstairs playing a video game on his ps3
i shouuuuuld be sleeping , but i don't feel that tired
just emotionally and physically tired, oh well
something good needs to happen soon lol, i'm learning to be patient

i was listening to this song called "chasing pavements" by adele
i never really understood what the song meant until i really listened

"I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
If I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
I know this is love but,

If I tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And that's exactly what I need to do,
If I'm in love with you,

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere"


i think its time for a vacation, looks so calm and relaxing

i'm fed up

with a lot of things

school

family

aaaaand people

Sunday

What a beautiul sunday morning
lately been venting and venting
i was able to get most of everything off of my chest
happiness is literally a warm gun