I Dislike Mondays

Why is it that mondays are such a drag?
Maybe its due to starting the long week when we don't want to
My day: school, chantelle, then home
Allan passed, congrats, didn't get to see him
Chantelle made me smile, I missed her, caught up on life
When home early cause she had work
Stayed home, laid in bed because of my own self-loathing
Thought I would feel better, but I'm still the same
DIDN'T GET ANY HW DONE TODAY, FML

I need to make myself happy first and feel that I am appreciated
Why is it so dang hard to put myself first?
It's probably cause I care too much, I'm not asking to be catered to
... just want to be acknowloedged

Update

well i got all the kinesiology stuff done on my to do list
i re-took 9 chapter quizzes and scored 100 on all of them
i did eat lunch with my papabear today
and i started on my psychology reading, err highlighting

i dont know if its the weather, but i feel horrible right now
like all day ive been feeling super drowsy and tired
and ive had a headache for about half the day
took 1000mg of pain reliever, i'm glad it worked when i was in my lab
sitting here on my bed blogging away
i think im gonna be sleeping soon, i wish i could stay up longer
today was so so, i'm glad my guardian angel is always with me
i always look at my rosary in the car and this pin my mom put
it says:

"never drive faster than your guardian angel can fly"

so very true, well that's what i believe.
my angel has saved me maaaany times, and keeps saving me till this day
when i go to heaven i wannna look for whoever is watching over me
i want to meet them, and tell them thank you

going to sleep now, er laydown until i fall asleep.
going to old town pasadena tomorrow with papa early in the morning
gg and goodnight

Hello Sunday (:

today is sunday once again, sundays are so relaxing
just sitting here contemplating my week
mama & papa left to go to lakewood today for the "fiesta" thing
its just this thing that they go to every year with a bunch of filipinos
pretty chill but i decided i wanted to go to church to hear the guest speaker
i noticed mama left me a note on the breakfast table
she was just wishing me a happy valentine's day and to look on the reclining chair
she left me some gifts, which was unusual

she left me :

theraputic pillow

hello kitty towel wrap

what an interesting morning lol
it seems like i spend all my sunday mornings alone
haha its kind of sad but i'm fine with it i guess
i wish i had a brother, or a sister, or a dog to keep me company
but that will all have to wait until i graduate and get a pt job
physical therapy job haha
the first thing i wanna do when i save up enough paychecks is:

to buy an acura nsx, that's my dream car

i miss my cousins, but maybe i will get to see them soon enough
i miss going to those family parties when we were younger
i miss all those late night talks with them about life
i miss the laughs and jokes and all the bashing we would do on one another
but most of all, i just miss us being together
we're just all growing up now and we see each other maybe every other month
i'm just being nastolgic

me and neann in las vegas on a hs marching band trip
i think she was a freshman and i was a junior lolz

Valentine's Day 2009

today was pretty chill.
went to VG with lizette to get make up.
walking around, i saw so many couples, it was kind of cute.
spent the day at lizette's with their wonderful family.
i wish my family was just like theirs.
instead of mine which is slowly but surely falling apart.
i'll keep my head up though, i just need to BREATHE

Today is a Monday

School today was pretty good, i'm ahead in kinesiology so i dont really need to worry about that until next week. Bio i what i need to worry about, sigh midterm on friday. Psychology is going pretty good, im understanding the lectures for a majority of it. I think there is an exam coming up like in 2 weeks? Not too sure but i got to focus on whats going on right now.

THOUGHTS:

1. Day was pretty interesting, got most of my work done.
2. Got most of my work done except bio, sigh its neverending haha
3. Spent the afternoon at my house, doing hw -___-
4. Went to borders around 6ish? read up on some magazines
5. Came home around 8, finished reading my psychology, need to start on ch7
6. Got bored and started watching some shippuden yay !

And that sums up my day, just going to finish these episodes then im off to bed.

What A Great Weekend

Currently at isaiah's house laying down on his bed with lizette and amen. Niko is playing skate 2 and isaiah is being a momo on his macbook pro and his big computer. Yesterday was great woke up pretty early to start off the day.

Saturday:
1. Watched "he's just not that into you" cost $6.00
2. Drove to king of spades tattoo to see rica get her belly button pierced
3. Drove back to VG to walk , window shop, and eat at tacone cost $10.00
4. Dropped friends to their car
5. Picked up some rice for momo and the rest of their house
6. Spent the night hanging out with them at their house and watched shoot 'em up
7. Came hope in time for curfew

Sunday:
1. Great breakfast with mom and dad
2. Grocery shopping @ green hills
3. Went to church

-- overall great week. Sigh. Upcoming week is gonna be super hard, have a biology midterm on friday ... le sigh