sigh, the real nina

it's a friday night and im at home alone
ricardo invited me to his house but im here
what is wrong with me?
i have no one to talk to really, everyone is busy
and isn't texting me lol, but im alright though
i just feel super lonely and not wanted?
haha i honestly dont know, sigh i wanna leave

-- but where can i go?

i dont have much of a family out here
i'm spending thanksgiving by myself
the parents are going to vegas from thur-sun i believe
sigh just in a down mood lol
that's why i blog, just to pass the time away and feel like
...i'm not by myself.

sometimes, it just feels like i set myself up
like i hope too much and i know i set myself up for only

MORE DISSAPOINTMENT.


end of blog.