It's Been A While Since I Posted

it has been 1 week since brandon broke up with me
i dont know what i should be feeling right now:

- hatred
- anger
- sadness
- remorse
- hurt
- i really do not know

i guess what i feel is nothing at all, i am numb
numb from any real emotion, all i know is that i miss him
i miss a lot of things about him
and i dont think he misses me at all
i dont think that he thinks about me or cares about me
and most of i dont think he loves me
the only emotion i really for this guy is love
COMPLETE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
i want him back, he doesnt want me back
maybe the love im experiencing is unrequited love
there's never really a moment when i dont think of you brandon
maybe one day we can be together again, and be happy
and maybe one day you would want to be with me again
i miss you, i love you, and i want to be with you